You stabbed my heart and I pushed the knife further in,
I wanted to feel your touch, I wanted to feel the pain,
As the knife went further in I faded away, and felt bliss,
I loved your touch, I deserved the pain.
Take me away to a morbid place where I can drown in your distaste, where I can die in your arms,
I know you use me, and I deserve the pain,
I know you hate me, and I pine for your love,
Burn me alive, please, burn me alive.
When I look at your back at night, I hope you wake up and smother me, smother me with your pillow,
Your cologne is the last thing I will smell, and you'll be the last person I think of,
I want to feel you choke me, I want to feel the pain,
The distress of suffocation is the same as my love for you,
Choke me, baby, kill me, baby.
I touch your cold hands and stare at your dead eyes, I want to feel you again,
I loved your touch, and I deserve the pain,
Take me away to a morbid place, where I can drown in your distaste, where I can die in your cold arms,
I know you used me, and I deserve the pain, I know you hated me and I still pine for your love,
Burn me alive, please, burn me alive.